Anyway I just had a bad day (a bad couple of days even), I just felt blah and had some stuff to do I didn't want to, had to listen to how my 10 year old niece is the pinnacle of civilisation to this point (or in my mothers words 'one of our family is normal! Can you believe it!) and deal with my ever reticent sister. So yeah, I just wasn't feeling it at all I'm afraid. Add to that the usual cute couple sitings, pics of the pregnant friend and just everybody's life but mine being more exciting/useful/happy it was pretty crappy. I've been also been having that 'is there any point nothing will ever change' feeling that I get sometimes-the feeling that there's no point anticipating or looking forward to anything because 1 it will likely never happen and 2 the reality is always very different to the dream-and not in a good way.
I sold a few excess animal things I had hanging around and bought a apple laptop with the proceedings, I really love it, it's meant to be for uni but I don't really know how much people use laptops at uni. Anyway it's nice and shiny and I'm sure I'll find something to use it for. I also found a really good recipe for a trifle for christmas, my mum loves them so I'll be making one for her.
I've also added these boots to my if-I-ever-get-to-Canada wish list:
I like the tall ones but the others are cute too. I'm also thinking of adding some Keds (which incidentally is also the name of a sheep parasite in england. Thank god we don't have them here!) to my shoe collection, somehow they seem like a classier version of converse.......anyhow they look nice with shorts, dresses and jeans-I think anyway:
That's it for now :)