My temper has taken a turn for the worse lately. I'm stressed as hell about everything-my eyebrows and eyelashes have actually started falling out, I'm not sleeping, my eyes are sore and bloodshot and I feel terrible. So I'm in a really bad mood, which my mum points out "geez you're in a bad mood!", yes, and? Am I not allowed to be in a foul mood? I'm pretty even tempered for the most part but I'm having my first self-inflicted life upheaval in around 10 years, I think I'm entitled to some moodiness. Cranky? Me?
I have to go to the doctor to renew my script which is always a rigmarole, including awkward questions and long shocked silences. I really don't need my doctor making me feel like even more of a freak.
We're heading over to the uni this friday to consult with our course conveners, my sister refuses to put my niece in childcare or let her stay at a friends for the day (not because she's opposed to these things generally but because I suggested that having a whining, nagging, temper tantrum throwing 10 year old at a university information day might be not a good idea) so that should make the whole day a misery and awkward to boot.
I'm also feeling embarrassed about asking about the student exchange and I can't quiet put my finger on why........
I hope everyone has a happier new year than me so far,